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First Weekend of August!!!

2009-08-02T08:41:00.000-07:00

Wow....

Went to Maad @ Maxwell yst and today!
It was quite a small flea....
but... the stuff there was gorgeous!
there are..
hand made japan tote bags....
recycled tote bags from indo....
dog portrait...
handmade accessories....
pretty yet one of a kind clothings!

ooo....
there aint alot of ppl there....
can bring doggies in!!!! =)

i bought.....
a key pouch....
a japan handmade tote bag.....
and...
a recycled tote bag...
=)

-=fyi=-
02/08/2009
11.50pm

人终要靠自己.

2009-06-10T09:24:00.000-07:00

at times i think that we can only rely on ourselves..
others are able to help..
however, there are still limits to that...
they can help...
once...
twice...
thrice....
but one of these days they will fedup...
or even find you a nuisance..
even if they are friends who love you very much...
this will still happen...

-=fyi=-
11/06/2009
12.31am

2009-05-30T10:01:00.000-07:00

Wow!!!!
i finally remb the email and password used!!!
Hurray!

Anw..
i just got my new laptop!
the pervious one crash quite some time ago....
almost 2 months if i am not wrong...
omg!!!

i have my own laptop again!!!
its pretty!! *no lie*
but...
it aint light.. *sob sob*
took quite sometime to decide on this..

havent been posting for v long..

having holis now...
have been slacking and wasting my time ard..
ooooo...
i have a new hobby!!! *to be updated soon*

today i when to attend the dog seminar.
or rather should i say....
its a seminar for dog owners...
its was fun!!
but would be alot better if we are allow to bring our doggies along! *wink*

hmmm.....
*i am hungry*

-=fyi=-
31/05/2009
1.08am

L-O-V-E

2009-02-26T12:33:00.001-08:00

it's made up of >>>
communication
trust
honesty
faith
courage
commitment

its not about the past...
but the future.

A loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be himself - to laugh with me, but never at me; to cry with me, but never because of me; to love life, to love himself, to love being loved. Such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart.
-- Leo F. Buscaglia

Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy... Anger... tears... laughter.. It's when you want to be together despite it all. That's when you truly love another. I'm sure of it.

I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.
-- Maya Angelou

Love grows by giving. The love we give away is the only love we keep. The only way to retain love is to give it away.
-- Elbert Hubbard

Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love.
-- Erich Fromm

Nobody has ever measured, not even poets, how much the heart can hold.
-- Zelda Fitzgerald

The first duty of love is to listen.
-- Paul Tillich

The most beautiful things in the world are not seen nor touched. They are felt with the heart.
-- Helen Keller

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
-- Sam Keen

You must love yourself before you love another. By accepting yourself and fully being what you are, your simple presence can make others happy.

2009-02-18T10:19:00.000-08:00

Each day is a new canvas to paint upon.
Make sure your picture is full of life and happiness, and at the end if the day you don't look at it and wish you had painted something different.

-=fyi=-
19/02/2008
2.21am

2009-02-12T04:43:00.001-08:00

We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

12/02/2009
8.43pm

2009-02-11T10:48:00.000-08:00

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now, he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....

12/02/2009
2.49am

2009-02-08T09:02:00.000-08:00

Life is like building a house

My Paper, Wednesday February 4, 2009.

Life, for all of us, is but a journey of sorts.

We partake in this unpredictable yet compulsory adventure one step at a time, taking in whatever is dished out onto the platter of our experiences, and making the best of each and every moment.

As someone once said:"Live it once and live it best!"

The date of birth and the date of death on every tombstone merely speak of the length of life. Knowing how long a person lives is perhaps not as significant as the 'dash' that unassumingly resides between the dates.

How much this little "dash" is worth depends on how we live our lives and how much good we choose to do for the people around us.

Mother Teresa once said: "The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow, do good anyway."

This speaks volumes of the selfless attitude which this humble saint exuded when ministering to the poor and needy along the streets of Calcutta.

Undeniably, some of us do good in the hope of praise and recognition. The affluent society we live in perpetuates this even more and taint the wholesome innocence that's at the very heart of selfless service.

Charles Michael Schwab, the American industrialist, lived by a business commandment: " In all things, do your best. The man who has done his best has done everything. The man who has done less than his best has done nothing."

You may not succeed every time you do your best, but no one can fault you if you've put your heart and soul into the task.

A story is told of an elderly builder who was ready to retire. His boss was sorry to see him go and asked him build one more house as a favour to him. Although the builder said yes, his heart was not in his work and he turned in shoddy workmanship.

When he has done, his boss came and gave him the key to the front door, saying: "This is your house, my gift to you!"

If the builder had known he was building his own house, he would have given his very best. Just as you have to sleep in the bed you made, the builder had to live with the consequences of his poor effort.

Regret will not bring back the opportunity. You can only chalk it up as a lesson learnt, and not repeat it.

Life is very much like building house. Every phase we live through is akin to a part of the construction. Delivering consistent good work ensures a well-built house that you can cherish forever.

If more of us can embrace Mother Teresa's adage, the world would be a better and happier place to live in. "Giving of your best" can be positively infectious. If you're already doing it, keep up the good work. If you're not - and only would know it - today's not too bad a time to start.

Good luck!

2009-02-05T09:37:00.000-08:00

believe tt...
everyone have their strong and weak points.
there will be something one isnt capable of doing, no matter how hard he try.
*Really!!!*
there is always a limit to everything.

as usual..
life isnt tt smooth sailing as it looks.
just like a book.
it consist of many chapters.
some are short.
some are long.
but no matter what.
they are part of the story, the book.
they meant something.

-=fyi=-
06/02/2009
2.02am

2009-02-02T04:02:00.000-08:00

<<一个像夏天一个像秋天 >>

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我美好形象保密
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

2009-01-29T06:59:00.000-08:00

Your birthday means that you love the sun and the beach.

Your best colors are red and yellow.
You tend to have many friends and you are well-liked,
possible because of your outgoing and sunny personality.
You are a very positive and enthusiastic person.
Shopping is likely something you enjoy very much, n
ot just for yourself, but for other people as well.
You shine at parties and get togethers,
and you are definitely an extrovert.

pictures of opening the presents!

2009-01-28T10:38:00.000-08:00

thanks!

2009-01-28T10:32:00.000-08:00

thanks everyone!

thanks for the:
-companies.
-presents. (they were lovely)
-wishes and greetings.
-attending the bbq.
-treats.
-rides.
-surprises.
-help.

i really did enjoy myself!!!
first time in my life eating 3 bdae cake in a single bdae!!!
wow~
having so many ppl ard me and celebrating with me!
thank u very much!!!

-=fyish=-
29/01/2009
2.38am

2009-01-12T08:12:00.000-08:00

if u happen to see it.
for the very last time.
i would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart!
Thank you for every single thing.
Thank you for being there.
Thank you for all the memories.
Thank you for all the joy.
Thank you for all the love.

Thank you!

-=fyi=-
12/01/2009

2008-12-30T07:57:00.000-08:00

Love like you never been hurt before?
it can be done if u can forget ur past r/s and treat every new r/s like ur first one..

Love enables you to put your deepest feelings and fears in the palm of your partner's hand, knowing they will be handled with care.

To be loved by someone you love is being lucky

when a guy always know where u are, and u're always readily available to him, he takes it for granted.

a man falls in love thru his eyes, a woman thru her ears.

once i move on, i leave everything behind... though there be moments that will make u rem.. like 'hey i came here with who and who b4' but thats abt all.

one shouldnt totally forget about a past love. afterall, past experiences are what made us today. nothing wrong with us enjoying a smile when a certain thing triggers our memory of a past glory. doesnt take anything away from watever we have with our current squeeze.

past is only memory, occassionally remembering it may makes you smile. And these are the things that keeps you going and even better than before. Cherish now and not history.

the one you love the most, might not be the one who love you the most.
the one who love u the most, might not be the one you love the most.
the one you love most will not be the one you marry.
marry someone who love and dote you more than you love and dote him/her.

the less we see with our eyes, the more we see with our hearts.

You will know he's your beloved only when u lost him.

-=fyi=-
31/12/2008
1.52am

2008-12-30T07:45:00.000-08:00

细心，
耐心，
关心，
真心
和
爱心。

-=fyi=-
30/12/2008
11.46pm

2008-12-30T05:29:00.000-08:00

"i spend all my free time with you" has become another excuse, a token of redemption and a sentence of validation. It is less so a statement, now a reason. I spend all my free time with you so you shouldnt be complaining. I spend all my free time with you so i'm great. I came late but i spend all my free time with you. I forget about it, but i spend all my free time with you.(hypothetically)

The way you keep saying it, maybe you should just go and hang out with your friends instead, because i dont want to be a liability. Why should i feel bad about it. i never asked you to spend all your free time with me.

30/12/2008
10.03pm

if tomorrow never comes - Ronan Keating

2008-12-30T04:56:00.000-08:00

Written by Garth Brooks
If Tomorrow Never Comes

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights
and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way
to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them
never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much
she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance
to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way
to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

2008-12-28T10:19:00.000-08:00

in a relationship..
its not abt how much u give or receive..
nv expect the other party to give as much as u.
as everyone shows their love differently.
and
nv try to compare.
because there will nv be an end to tt.
in a relationship its more of the two of u then anything else.
past will always be the past.
unless............
it will n shld be kept in somewhere..
somewhere deep in the heart.
as time pass..
it might fade.....

-=fyi=-
29/12/2008
2.27am

2008-12-28T10:01:00.000-08:00

sometimes i do wonder...
what does it mean by 'my own' or 'mine'..
when i says that something is mine..
is it really mine under all conditions?
or would it be....
restricted...
one-sided..

action speaks louder than words..
and when the action and words dnt telly.
u will wonder and .....

will e past be regarded as memories??
or??

what if memories become vague?
will e feel remain or will it fade off with the memories?

-=fyi=-
29/12/2008
2.19am

2008-12-28T09:58:00.000-08:00

when someone dont love u the way u want them to,
doesnt mean tt they dont love u with all they have.
because they are only using their own way to love u.

-=fyi=-
29/12/2008
2.00am

2008-12-14T10:27:00.000-08:00

When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with a person,
you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.

-=fyi=-
15/12/2008
2.28am

2008-12-14T10:26:00.002-08:00

A name makes no matter to me, as long as I can call you my own.

-=fyi=-
15/12/2008
2.27am

2008-12-14T10:26:00.001-08:00

what’s right isn’t always popular… and what’s popular isn’t always right.

-=fyi=-
15/12/2008
2.26am

2008-12-14T08:41:00.000-08:00

A long time ago, there was a huge apple tree.
A little boy loved to come and play around it everyday.
He climbed to the tree top, ate the apples,
and took a nap under the shadow.
He loved the tree and the tree loved to play with him.

Time went by.
The little boy had grown up and he no longer played around the tree everyday.
One day, the boy came back to the tree and he looked sad.
"Come and play with me," the tree asked the boy.
"I am no longer a kid, I don't play around trees anymore."
The boy replied, "I want toys. I need money to buy them."
"Sorry, but I don't have money but you can pick all my apples and sell them.
So, you will have money."

The boy was so excited.
He grabbed all the apples on the tree and left happily.
The boy never came back after he picked the apples.
The tree was sad.

One day, the boy returned and the tree was so excited.
"Come and play with me," the tree said.
"I don't have time to play.
I have to work for family.
We need a house for shelter.
Can you help me?"
"Sorry, but I don't have a house.
But you can chop off my branches to build your house."
So the boy cut all the branches of the tree and left happily.
The tree was glad to see him happy but the boy never came back since then.
The tree was again lonely and sad.

One hot summer day, the boy returned and the tree was delighted.
"Come and play with me!" the tree said.
"I am sad and getting old. I want to go sailing to relax myself. Can you give me a boat?"
"Use my trunk to build your boat. You can sail far away and be happy."
So the boy cut the tree trunk to make a boat.
He went sailing and never showed up for a long time.

Finally, the boy returned after he left for so many years.
"Sorry, my boy. But I don't have anything for you anymore. No more apples for you." the tree said.
"I don't have teeth to bite" the boy replied.
"No more trunk for you to climb on"
"I am too old for that now" the boy said.
"I really can't give you anything. The only thing left is my dying roots" the tree said with tears. "I don't need much now, just a place to rest. I am tired after all these years."

The boy replied.
"Good! Old tree roots is the best place to lean on and rest. Come, sit down with me and rest." The boy sat down and the tree was glad and smiled with tears.

-=fyi=-
15/12/2008
12.45am

2008-12-14T08:20:00.000-08:00

no use lamenting over the missed bus.
as long as it's not the last bus available,
just make sure you don't get bothered about it so much that you miss the next bus that comes along too.
i think a lot of us make that mistake.
until the second bus leaves,
then we realise that we have made the same mistake twice.

-=fyi=-
15/12/2008
12.21am

2008-12-14T08:18:00.000-08:00

Life is like a pack of M&M.
u will never know which color u will get next.

-=fyi=-
15/12/2008
12.19am

2008-12-14T08:12:00.000-08:00

Find someone that u know u cannot live without rather than just able to live with.

-=fyi=-
15/12/2008
12.12am

2008-12-14T08:08:00.000-08:00

Everyone that crosses your path in life is special, unique, and we all love them in our different ways.

-=fyi=-
15/12/2008
12.09am

2008-11-18T06:12:00.001-08:00

all endings are also beginnings.
we just dont know it at the time...

-=fyi=-
18/11/2008
10.12pm

2008-11-18T06:06:00.000-08:00

everyone was in your life for a reason.
you may not have known the reason at the time,
and that is hat heaven is for.
for understanding your life on earth.

-=fyi=-
18/11/2008
10.10pm

2008-10-04T09:08:00.000-07:00

oh...
finally able to blog..
phew....
loaded with sch work, assignements & project...
finally next week is a break...
in fact it is not a break to rest..
its a break for us to catch up with the rest...
n to do our work!!!
omg...
cant believe i am doing these...

only until now then i realise how much i hate programming...
its so...
i dont noe hw to describe..
juz nt wat i will n lky to do...
its a pain to do it...
somemore i just cant seem to understand...
my brain dnt work lky a computer!!
n tt make mi half-hearted..
first assignment i dint really complete bt i handed in..
cant help it...
dnt expect mi to go ard asking ppl rite??
they also have their stuff to do...
haiz...
dnt noe hw i m going to survive in the 4 yrs...

in fact life over here = no life...
hardly get to make real frenz..
everyone come n go...
its so diff..
n i dnt lky it..
or mayb m i the one who do not socialize???
or have i change??
i really do not know..
i just kind of prefer to kip to myself these days...
maybe the ppl there is diff frm wat i expect as a fren..
only a handful... can b considered as frenz..
other than that are sch mates...
v pathetic...

hmm...
in every realtionship we have with others we learn something...
tis is rd i learn to let go...
nt to grieft n move on...
initally it might feel alittle werid n sad..
bt aft awhile..
things tend to settle..
maybe becoz of the bz sch life...
or others...

currently...
trying to look n find my old self...
everything feel v diff aft grad from poly...

**its time to adapt n move on*
at every point of time...
there is a new chapter waiting for us to discover it...
we will nv noe wat it is lky until we open it up..

-=fyi=-
05/10/2008
12.28am

pictures frm teddy bear muesum!

2008-08-17T01:25:00.000-07:00

Korea trip 12/07/2008 - 19/07/2008

2008-08-17T01:10:00.000-07:00

oh...
i went korea during the above timing..
was a okok trip...
nt much of sight seeing..
in fact nth nice to c..
onli...
shopping!!!
hmm...
branded stuffs r vvv X there..
so its much more worthwhile to get in spore.

bt as for the korean skincare prdt...
wowowow...
its vvvv cheap there..
eg. skinfood...
u can get a bottle of mask for ard S$10 instead of S$30..
gd deal!!!!
hahaha..

some of the tops there were v cheap also..
lky the tank tops... tees...
cheap one cost ard S$4 pluz to S$10 pluz...
depending on where u get them..
:D

nice place to shop will b myeongdong, dongdaemun n the ladies uni tt area...
lots of stuffs...
ranging from bags to clothings...

food will alwaes b the kimchi...
c tt everydae...

oh...
another place will b the teddy bear muesum...
wwoowowowow...
lots of bears...
n they also sell alot of prdts tt include teddy bears...
bt tis is in jeju...

hehehe...

went to one of the funland...
oh..
its everland!!
nt bad..
alot of rides!!
bt food inside r vvv X n nt nice...

tink tt is all...
=)

-=fyi=-
17/08/2008
4.25pm

2008-08-17T01:03:00.000-07:00

sch is abt to start...
2ml will b my first dae of sch..
dnt noe hw it would b lky..
diff environ n ppl...
hopefully everything goes well over there..

yst was convo..
a true experience of sch life??
i doubt so..

everything still seem so unreal..
all of it seem lky a dream..
will i wake up half wae n realize tt everything is juz dream..

once again..
learning to adapt..
dnt noe y..
alwaes alone..
by myself..
bt..
i m sure..
i m able to..
survive..
survive..
survive...

gt to noe alot more diff kind of ppl...
diff...
bkgrd..
character..
personality..
tinking..
etc...

will all these differences become similarties one dae???

let wait n c..

-=fyi=-
17/08/2008
4.10pm

2008-06-30T08:39:00.000-07:00

so proud of myself...
4 holding bk my emotions..
tt is y i dint talk much aft tt...
cant afford to breakdown...
hmmm....
would realli want to wish u all the best!
n take VVVV gd care of urself..
sometimes...
gt to b self-ish...
tink 4 urself first kae!
coz u r there by urself..
dnt trust others too much also..

aft all these yrs...
tis time everyone is realli going diff waes..
bt all wif the same goal in life!
hopefully, everyone of us will succee n b successful!

ppl used to say..
once a fren alwaes a fren..
do agree to a certain extend..
it doesnt matter hw long they hav lost touch..
or hw often they meet..
its the 'chemistry' between them..
the memories they share...

a brand new chapt 4 all of us!
lets work hard together!

once again!!!
take gd care..
n all the best!

-=fyish=-
30/06/2008
11.48pm

Pictures of K0ko

2008-05-06T23:06:00.000-07:00

pictures taken on trip to china; kunming

2008-05-06T23:00:00.000-07:00

2008-05-06T22:51:00.000-07:00

currently..
sort of working...
bt 4 a short period here n there..
hmmm..
n i realise tt...
in fact, females colleagues r v 'dangerous'...
dnt noe y...
bt i juz dnt seem to lky tis ger...
alwaes trying to act..
helpful towards mi...
explain details of stuffs to my customers..
in fact they r nt MY customers...
bt..
i m serving them....
n i m the one who serve them first!
so she can go n do her stuffs or wat...
bt...
she juz lky to follow here n there...
so sick of her!!!
alwaes trying to show off her intelligence n richness!
omg...
she is there to work...
nt to show off...
cant stand working wif such ppl..

(i m alwaes complaining!!!)
-=fyi=-
07/05/08
2pm

2008-05-06T22:40:00.000-07:00

hmm..
no longer going to sch at the moment!!
haha..
nt tt i quit sch or wat..
i hav grad!!
congrats 2 myself..
bt i m nt going bk 4 the grad ceremony..
it seems to b crap..
so intend to go over to the office to get the cert instead..
so since no longer in sch...
cant use concession animre..
so sad....

in fact 3 yrs seem to pass so fast..
n nw i hav grad..
so happi abt tt..
bt...
dnt noe wat to do nxt...
gt to wait 4 acceptance frm the uni..
they mention tt the letters will onli b send out...
btw 2nd may to 2nd june...
so gt to wait n wait...
bt...
currently..
sim alreadi accepted mi...
bt dnt noe whether to accept or reject...
the whole set of things tt they hav send..
is rather thick to mi...
so mani things to sign n reaD..
Somemre gt to pay quite abit of $$ here n there!!!
so aftall is lky alot of $$$ kae!!
hw arh???
haiyoz.....

-=fyi=-
07/05/08
1.48pm

spree sites!

2008-05-06T22:29:00.000-07:00

ger,

here r the sites!!!
think u better save them as ur favorites or bookmark them....
if nt one dae when it's gone..
hahahaha...

1) http://community.livejournal.com/_spreee
2) http://community.livejournal.com/sgspree/
3) http://community.livejournal.com/joinspree
4) http://community.livejournal.com/spreesgalore/
5) http://community.livejournal.com/sprees_sg/
6) http://community.livejournal.com/spreehouse/

-=fyi=-
07/05/08
1.34pm

2007-11-10T08:59:00.000-08:00

oh ya!!!
i 4get to add in...
i juz gt hooked onto the online retail therapy...
it seem fun...
bt sometimes...
the stuffs r slightly more X than those we c on the streets....
sob sob...
bt aniwae...
its fun...

can check tis out too!!!!

http://community.livejournal.com/_spreee

http://community.livejournal.com/sgspree/

=)

-=fyi=-
11/11/07
1.03am

2007-11-10T08:52:00.000-08:00

hohoho...
it has been v long since i last update...
hmmm...
sch started...
time seem to fly....
tis sem...
everything seem to b so pack...
as if we hav a whole lot of time in whole...
omg....
there r juz too mani proj coming up...
so stressed...
haiz...
the worst..
i havnet finish my part for the MP...
wat a joke rite...
i juz cant put myself down to finish it...
its a torture...
hmmm...
aniwae..
i m working at times...
easy work...
hehehe...

oh by the wae..
u ppl can check tis out...
its quite fun...
i gt tis frm my fren when i was in SH e other time...
http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/
=)

so...
aft all...
i m juz going 2 say tt...
i m bz...
bz lky a bee...
hehehe...
nt jk kae....
i m real bz...
bt i m also lazy!!!!
i wan 2 end tis soon...
i dnt wan 2 study liao...
its so boring!!!
hw??
lky tt lor...
wat to do...
haiz....

remb to check tt site!!!!
=)

-=fyi=-
11/11/07
1.00am

2007-10-15T07:40:00.000-07:00

hmm...
i started my holi think abt 2 or 3 weeks ago....
first started 2 work at c****four...
selling batteries....
i realli hate the security fat uncle.....
he is a *$^*&^
always target at me....
tink he really gt nth better to do....
(dont u noe tt tonnes of ppl hate u??)
nvm.....
u will noe tt one dae...
the customers there r so rude..
(i mean most of them!!)
they dnt seem to understand ENGLISH!!!
omg....
always tell them tt i m nt the staff there....
still kip asking tis n tt....
i dnt sell..
MOP...
BULBS.....
POTS....
I SELL BATTERIES!!!!!
some still v arrogant...
scold me for nt helping them to look for the staff...
i m a PROMOTER!!!
nt a MAN-HUNTER!!!!
omg...
nt a gentleman at all....

(for those who r reading... below r some 'pointers' 4 u..)
when u go 2 c****four nxt time....
plz do not approach those staffs or rather...
PROMOTERS....
coz...
they r paid by their own company 2 sell their PRODUCTS ONLY!!!
hav any doubts...
check with those wearing BLUE or BLACK...
nt those RED!!!!

------//------

nw....
i m selling some car accessories...
they r too X tt...
for the last 2 daes till 2dae.....
i hav nt sell even ONE...
believe it???
omg...
the products dnt look interesting at all...
n most importantly...
they r made in CH***...
so...
no1 will spend tt amount of $$ on it...
n... it dnt hav a brand...
omg...

------//------

yst while working at AMK...
i met tis weird old man...
he is far too friendly....
bt i pity him too....
he wan me to b his god-daughter...
somehw crazy...
tt is nt the worst....
he even when to buy drinks n chocolate 4 mi....
*i m so scare of him....*
(i dint take ani of them!)
bt he seem to b quite poor thing...
he n his wife do not hav ani children....
so i tink he is dying to hav his own child...
tt is y....

-=fyi=-
15/10/07

2007-09-12T08:42:00.000-07:00

term is close 4 most...
or rather all...
bt mi....
sob sob...
i hav 2 still get up early in the morning 2 go 2 sch...
i m nt doing CWO...
i m bk 2 fulfill my term....
omg...
its so...
boring n scary...
the sch is so quiet...
somemore the toliet is also the same...
so creepy...
omg...
ten nxt sem will b here soon....
wonder where will i land...
alone???
most prob....
first time all by myself?
so sick n tired of life here...
things juz dnt go the rite wae...
bt... i still gt 2 thank god...
4 blessing mi....

i m nt lky others...
i might hav abit of acquaintances...
bt...
real true fren...
tink i can count wif one hand....
dnt qn mi...
i dnt noe y...
mayb....
tt is the case....
since young till nw...
its alwaes the same case....

-=fyi=-
12/11/07
11.42pm

2007-09-12T08:34:00.000-07:00

things isnt the same as the past animore...
sometimes...
things juz change...
w/o us noticing...
onli when some things r completely gone...
ten will we realise tt things have change...

i believe tt all frens r passerbys in our life...
whether they stay long enough...
they all juz leave their footprints at the end of the dae...
it doesnt matter abt the duration..
its abt the process...
someone will alwaes leave...
so tt....
others r able to take over...

whether they r true...
isnt measured by the way they treat u....
its by the feel the both of u have...
once...
its gone...
its...
gone...

-=fyi=-
12/9/07
11.32pm

2007-09-12T08:23:00.000-07:00

hmmm....
dnt ever says i MIA!!
i m onli taking a break...
as the chinese says...

休息是为了走更长远的路...

-=fyi=-

2007-07-25T09:21:00.000-07:00

hmm...
bk 4 quite some time...
some time...
do mizz the life there...
realli....
the carefree life...
the life of....
nth....
bt.....
shopping....
n...
cheap stuffs....

sometimes...
i wonder...
i wonder if....
i m still there nw!!!
wat will life b lky 4 mi??
dvd all dae?
shopping all dae?
or...
magazines all dae?
i realli dnt noe...
bt...
it seems ok...
isnt it?
a simple life...
bt...
nid lots of $$$....
bt... aniwae...
tt is....
long wae bk....

nw...
i m bk in spore...
realli...
a land...
where i belong....

-=fyi=-
26/07/07
12.29am

2007-07-10T08:16:00.000-07:00

nw ten i realise...
realise tt ppl changes....
in terms of...
apperances...
dressing...
character...
attitude..
n lots more....

bt dnt noe y...
i dnt change....
i mean in terms of....
apperances...
n dressing....
i still look e same as....
when i m in the pri sch...
or even worst...
pre sch....
omg...
dnt noe wat i have eat....
tt make mi alwaes young....
hahaha....
ppl are the same as 18 yrs old...
i m...
the same as 8 yrs old...
wat a joke...
tt's y...
i dnt change in the wae i dress...
hahaha...
excuses....
i m juz lazy....
plain lazy....
juz wanna b the plain jane...
who lives nxt door....
(ppl ten can locate mi easily mah...)
ok.. nt funni....
hmmm....
in fact it is half true....
e other half of it...
lies on my face...
look so young...
or rather childish...
hw 2 dress lky a 19?
later ppl laugh till their teeth all drop.....
hahahaha...
jk...
nt tt serious...
the most....
half of them....
wahahaha...

looking through...
the new pics of...
old frens...
i realise tt...
almost everyone of them changes...
in terms of dressing...
n apperance...
onli mi!!!!
who kip to the oldies....
no change...
no surprise....

should i do something to it???
cut my hair short??
omg...
i will look lky a fishball....
gosh....
how to change?
haiz...
juz remain as the same...
is the best...
there is ample time to change....
to gif surprises!!!!

btw... i juz remb...
last cny...
someone said tt i look....
lky a pri5 kid!!!!

-=fyi=-
10/11/07
11.29pm

2007-06-27T07:24:00.000-07:00

commenting....
thinking...
wondering...

sometimes...
i will wonder...
wonder whether...
wat i did was rite...
will it b too late to realise??
i dnt noe...
bt....
sometimes...
things juz dnt go the wae u wan it to b....

once someone told mi.....
love is lky...
waiting 4 a bus....
once u mizz it...
u mizz it 4eva....

-=fyi=-
10.35pm

2007-06-13T07:28:00.000-07:00

sometimes....
onli....
aft losing...
ten....
one will realise.....
how 2 treasure....
as the chinese says....
you de bi you shi....
it juz depends on....
whether wat u gain....
worth more than....
wat u hav lost....
wanting 2 noe it...
u gt 2 lost something...
becoz....
b4 u gain aniting....
u will hav 2 lose something b4hand.....
god is fair...
fair 2 everyone.....
he gifs u one thing...
n...
will 4 sure....
take another thing of urs away....
tt is juz 2 make things balance....
to make sure....
wat u gain....
alwaes balance out wif...
wat u hav lost.....
so tt it is alwaes fair.....
bt...
we will nv b able to noe...
whether is it worth the lost....
until....
we hav gain n lost....

tt is part n parcel of life....
all of it...
will onli make us....
stronger......
stronger than b4.....

if we dnt lost....
we will nv b able to gain....
nv b able to realise....
how great is it 2 gain....
or lost....
there is pain along tis journey of learning.....
bt....
tis pain will...
onli...
teach u 2 b indep.....
2 learn frm it...
2 remb it....

-=fyi=-
10.40pm

2007-06-01T06:24:00.000-07:00

swt or sour???
bitter or swt???
all is juz a line apart....
a scar will alwaes b a scar...
it will heal....
bt nt the inside....
things might look better....
bt is it swt or bitter nw?
wat would happen if nth of tis happens?
would things b ani better?
i doubt so....
memories????
to mi memories r onli meant 2 b memories....
no use bringing it up...
no point....
will it change the fact?
i doubt so too.....
if its meant 4 regret....
ten dnt do it in the first place....
if nt...
juz stay n live wif it....
hav memories kept in the dark...
is the best....
let it b there.....
b fresh.....
b swt....
b there 4 u n onli u.....
sometimes....
some things r menat to b the wae it is....
the wae it should b....
get it over n move on....
dnt dwell on it....
it wouldnt help....
it onli hurts....
hurt deep....
n deeper....

-=fyi=-
9.32pm

bk!!!

2007-06-01T06:19:00.000-07:00

hmmm...
i m bk....
finally....
in fact tt is a long time ago...
almost a month....
things changes.....
things gt complicated...
nth much 2 say...
or xplain....
tired...
n stress out.....
juz wanna take a break....
a break tt is...
away frm everyone....
a break tt is...
all by myself....
n no1 else....
sometimes.....
things juz changes....
juz a moment....
or even a sec....
changes is alwaes full of surprises....
be it gd or bad....
we can onli accept it....

-=fyi=-
01/06/07
9.23pm

2007-04-23T01:47:00.000-07:00

somethings juz can nv b mixed together....
no matter hw nice it is..
it juz cant b mixed or blend together...
no matter hw long u waited...
or hw much effort u put in...

-=fyi=-
23/04/07
4.47pm

2007-04-23T01:39:00.000-07:00

omg...
nw i realise something....
blog is nt a place 4 ppl to let their hearts out...
so...
ppl...
do remb!!!!
onli rite happi n gd stuffs....
the bad one....
u gt 2 kip it somewhere somehw...
if nt....
ppl will b unhappi wif u...
will also wan to sue u...
so...
gt 2 beware.....
n nv nv....
trust anione...
or state ani organization name...
coz...
they will also sue u...
juz b generic wif ans...
so...
wat they tink is wat they tink...
n nt urs...
realli gt 2 beware....
red alert....
there is alwaes devil ard u....
u will nv noe it..
by the time u noe it...
its too late....

-=fyi=-
23/04/07
4.43pm

2007-04-22T20:47:00.000-07:00

omg..
my right eye lid is twitching non stop since mornin...
is something bad going 2 happen?
omg...
hw????

-=fyi=-
4/23/07
11.49am

2007-04-22T20:30:00.000-07:00

haha...
4get to mention the dvd marathon...
nw...
i m watch one of the taiwan serial...
bt b4 tt is the korean de...
ten...
lky tt lor...
hehehe...
mizz hme vvvvvvv much!!!!

-=fyi=-
23/04/07
11.33am

2007-04-22T20:18:00.000-07:00

omg....
i m dying...
so tired can...
having dvd marathon..
on fri onwards...
sat still watch until 2 pluz in the morning...
haha...
bt also waiting 4 di's call....
bt in the end...
i cant take it..
so went 2 slp le..
woke up ard 8 on the sun...
n when 2 shop @ qi pu...
omg...
so much things 2 buy 4 gers can...
bt...
the quality nt v gd lah..
for guys nth much..
coz...
the jeans n tops all abit beng....
lky gt dragon at the back of the jeans all tt...
the jeans 4 gers also v ugly lor...
gt flower all tt..
omg...
u will faint if u c tt..
so...
ya..
lky tt lor....
i bought quite abit of stuffs lah...
tt is as usual...
bt...
i wan 2 buy the red bag...
omg...
tt bag is...
i wan it lor...
nvm....
i will buy it the nxt time i c it....
if onli it is still available...
*sob sob*
bt...
nvm....
mummi n daddi coming over 2 visit mi soon...
hahaha...

-=fyi=-
23/04/07
11.27am

2007-04-18T19:38:00.000-07:00

btw...
u turn mi off....
realli...

-=fyi=-
19/04/07
10.38am

2007-04-18T18:47:00.000-07:00

hmm...
things r nt going pretty well...
nw...
living wif a psycho...
n...
ppl in the office thinks tt tis ger is nt..
they think tt she is normal...
n we r the ones who r paranoid...
n its ok 4 her 2 behave the wae she is behaving nw...
nonsense...
they're juz pity-ing her...
omg...
so wat if her childhood is much diff frm us?
hw do they noe tt our childhood is better than hers?
is there a nid 4 us 2 say such stuffs out if there is???
omg...
plz wake up!!
she is no longer a kid...
she is 24!!!
so old liao...
bt her thinking is worst than a 14 yr old ger...
wat's wrng wif her?
insane?
bonkers?
plz lor...
we r here 2 finish tis attachment...
nt here 2 take pity of u...
i dnt care abt ur family...
u r 24! u shld b able to look at things in a more mature wae..
mayb u will think tt the whole bloody world has done u wrong..
omg...
can u plz wake up...
we dnt owe u anithing..
nt a single cent...
tis is the wae u repay our kindness....
n..
tt is wat we r going 2 gif u...
i believe tt...
if u fall down by urself...
u shld help urself up...
no one is supposed to help u...
we can help u once..
twice...
bt... nt all the time...
its time 4 u...
2 learn to b indep....
stop using ur age n bkgrd to pin us down...
so wat if we r pampered n young...
we r nt retarded!!!
we can think...
we hav our own mind set...
mayb even in a more matured wae than the 24 old kid....
let mi tell u tis...
mayb we look lky kids...
bt...
i assured u tt...
our thinking is much more matured than u think...
we r standing firm on our pt...
tt is 4 sure!!!
it is nt abt 4giving n accepting...
is abt reasoning n logic...
bt bull wif mi abt ur bkgrd n family prob...
which family dnt hav such a prob?
the one which dont...
is the one tt is having prob...
omg....
time 2 wake up...
acting pityful is nt going 2 help....
if realli cant take it...
ten u go hme...
dnt stay here n drag everyone down wif u...
n kip away frm mi!!!!

-=fyi=-
19/04/07
10.35am

2007-04-15T23:44:00.000-07:00

getting tired..
getting stressed....
wat 2 do nxt?
(time 2 take a break..)
sometimes...
i wonder...
y things r done tis wae...

-=fyi=-
16/04/07
2.49pm

2007-04-15T19:24:00.000-07:00

yst morning woke up at 7 pluz...
n ten went to qi pu...
to shop...
bt...
i gt cheated...
th euncle did not gif mi my 4 pairs of clips lor....
hate him can....
so sad...
sad until i cant slp...
*sob sob*
yst went to the business executive nite...
it is an event organized by the NUS students in Shanghai...
all the ppl there r sporean...
n most of them r frm the NUS...
we wore formal...
full formal wif blazer....
n...
abit of eye make-up...
bt...
someone helped mi draw my eyeliner...
coz.... hehehe...
i dnt noe hw 2....
n ten...
only yst tt i realize tt i m rather dependent on meiwern n weiting they all....
omg...
i dnt noe the wae to button the sleeve of my top can....
the ger whom i ask 2 help mi....
asked mi which wae....
ten i m lky...
hw i noe which wae....
so....
oh ya...
i did something vvv embarrassing over there...
hahaha... *shy*
i drop the tiny little cup...
while taking some dessert frm the buffet table..
n...
everyone turn n stared at us..
haha...
luckily.....
our back is facing everyone...
so....
no one noe who did it...
so lucky.....
the food there isnt nice at all...
only the cakes which is sponsor by the bakerin is nice...
the rest is onli nice 2 see...

-=fyi=-
16/04/07
10.53am

pics on Shanghai bus....

2007-04-12T23:08:00.000-07:00

the day view of the public bus...

the nite view of the public bus...

-----//-----
these r taken on our first attempt to take the public transport....
aft staying here 4 almost a month or so...
last sundae...
7th april..
is our first time...
usually...
we will take a taxi...
if its quite a distance away...
n walk...
if its within walk-able distance....
aft coming here...
i tink tis is the first time in my life...
tt i walk so so much...
for example...
we alwaes walk from our apartment to the carrefore...
the walk is lky....
30 to 40 mins...
omg...
v long kae...
becoz..
there is no bus to tt place...
so no choice...
gt 2 walk...
hehehe...
tink by the time(btt) i get bk...
i will hav toned up my legs...
hehehe...
oh...
lets get bk 2 my trip on the 7th..
we run aft the bus....
nono...
nt actualli run aft it....
we saw it coming...
so...
we decided to run..
so tt we wnt mizz it...
we r lky mad woman...
so funni....
ten...
the fare is RMB$2...
no matter where u r alighting...
the cost is still the same...
we gt 2 drop the coins in ourselves...
n ten...
there is no ticket or anithing 2 proof tt we hav pay...
we juz have 2 move into the bus...
the bus structure is somehw similar to ours....
juz tt the seats available is lesser...
n the space is somewhat smaller....
there is also no bell 4 us 2 press if we wan 2 alight...
which means...
at every stop...
the bus will stop...
we took it on a sundae...
so during the dae...
its slightly packed...
bt...
when i comes 2 e nite...
it is better....
the bus is also v jerky...
n...
normally during weekdae...
aft the office hours...
u can c tt the bus...
is packed...
realli packed wif ppl...

-=fyi=-
13/04/07
3.02pm

2007-04-12T02:37:00.000-07:00

hmm.. its time 2 party...
hahaha..
nw its 5.38...
so aft writing...
will b time 2 go hme..
hahaha...
so fast end of the dae le...
so happi can...
omg...
i tink i will realli....
grow fat lor....
everydae...
eat so so much....
2ml.. is the last dae 2....
2 eat tangyuan liao...
the aunti is going hme...
she will onli b back...
on the oct...
so late lor..
by the time she come bk...
its time 2 go hme..
nono...
is i m alreadi bk hme...
so sad...
sob sob...
so 2ml i will eat another 2 tangyuan...
1 black sesame...
1 red bean...
hehehe..
oh ya...
i bought....
a water bottle lei...
hehehe.....
so cute lor..
pinkish purple....
n... gt piggy on it...
cost RMB$5 onli...
hehehe...
oh... i remb...
tt dae..
we brought tis new ger...
to shop...
ten...
she bought a white top which cost RMB$50..
n alot of other stuffs..
we also did shop n buy alot of stuffs...
bt...
when we reach hme...
she realise tt her white top is missing..
so she at first thought tt...
we mistook it...
so...
she search our buy...
nvm...
coz.. mayb we might hav taken the wrong bag...
bt...
in the end...
cant find her top...
so...
she kept repeating tt 2 us...
tink she thought tt we hav stolen her top lor....
omg...
who wants....
hmmf....
nvm...
its time 2 knock off le...
so i shld b happi...
time 2 party!!!!

-=fyi=-
12/04/07
5.58pm

nt MinE..

2007-04-09T22:23:00.000-07:00

hmmm... this is not my blog... but aso consider mine liao... haha.. wat to write leh... hmmm... i really dunno... jus hope tat fyi stay happy and healthy... tats e most impt thing... and... hmmm... im waiting 4 ur return.. take gd care of urself.. come back then let u play psp...

PiCs..

2007-04-09T21:07:00.000-07:00

these r some pics... on.. wat i hav bought...
each of these item cost less than $20 sing... some is even lesser than $10 sing...

in fact i dint want to buy tis cap...
bt... somehw... somewhere...
it landed here...

oh... i bought lots n lots of tis...
there is diff designs...
n tis is a fish...

tis skirt is the most expensive item in here...
n... it is pretty... realli!!!

tis top... is kind of big 4 mi...
bt..
hehehehe... (gers have eyes tt shine!!!)

hehehe.. tis is one of the pumps tt i bought over here...
i bought the blue one too...

lastly...
tis straw bag is also v cheap...
n its v nice... (to mi!)

-=fyi=-
10/04/07
2.23pm

onE MoNth In ShAngHaI...

2007-04-09T20:35:00.000-07:00

oh..
i m posting tis from Shanghai...
staying here for almost a month..
or slightly more than that..
getting used to the life n work here...
bt...
still... dnt find it interesting at all...
(nth will make it better animore!!)
once cheated... 4ever n ever cheated...
oh... let mi tell u all the brieft story...
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firstly...
we r working in a place tt is nt the address given...
it is an apartment...
the address given is... juz 4 show..
secondly...
no pay for the whole of 6mth...
FREE Labour!!!!
thirdly...
we gt to pay 4 utility bills ourselves..
forth...
7 ppl squeeze in an apartment with 3 bedrm n 2 toliet..
firth...
we are coming all the wae here 2 juz to make calls...
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bt... i hav find some entertainment...
n.... tt is.....
SHOPPING!!!!
n....
WATCHING DVD!!!
later i show some pics on the stuffs tt i hav bought...
the stuffs here is rather cheap compared to Spore...
bt...
u gt 2 bargain..
if nt...
u will hav to pay the prices which is..
double or triple..
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n...
i m mizzing home...
i mizz.. mummi... daddi... didi...
in short...
i juz mizz everything bk hme...
(plz... get mi bk!!!)
SOb SOb...

-=fyi=-
10/04/07
11.56am

First Post

2007-04-09T19:53:00.000-07:00

oh...
tis is my First post...
bt... tis is nt my first blog..
i used 2 hav one of tis quite long ago..
bt... i 4get the password or something...
cant realli remember...
ten... juz leave it there there n rot...
honestly.. i dnt noe hw 2 use tis thing...
bt....
no worries...
i hav vampirejoker to help mi...
THANK YOU!!!!
-=fyi=-
10/04/07
10.58am