Saturday, October 4, 2008
oh...finally able to blog..phew....loaded with sch work, assignements & project...finally next week is a break...in fact it is not a break to rest..its a break for us to catch up with the rest...n to do our work!!!omg...cant believe i am doing these...only until now then i realise how much i hate programming...its so...i dont noe hw to describe..juz nt wat i will n lky to do...its a pain to do it...somemore i just cant seem to understand...my brain dnt work lky a computer!!n tt make mi half-hearted..first assignment i dint really complete bt i handed in..cant help it...dnt expect mi to go ard asking ppl rite??they also have their stuff to do...haiz...dnt noe hw i m going to survive in the 4 yrs...in fact life over here = no life...hardly get to make real frenz..everyone come n go...its so diff..n i dnt lky it..or mayb m i the one who do not socialize???or have i change??i really do not know..i just kind of prefer to kip to myself these days...maybe the ppl there is diff frm wat i expect as a fren..only a handful... can b considered as frenz..other than that are sch mates...v pathetic...hmm...in every realtionship we have with others we learn something...tis is rd i learn to let go...nt to grieft n move on...initally it might feel alittle werid n sad..bt aft awhile.. things tend to settle..maybe becoz of the bz sch life...or others...currently...trying to look n find my old self...everything feel v diff aft grad from poly...**its time to adapt n move on*at every point of time...there is a new chapter waiting for us to discover it...we will nv noe wat it is lky until we open it up..-=fyi=-05/10/200812.28am
happiness in a box
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